Digital Memory:, What some of us were thinking after 9/11 Options

[painter]

Some people are extremely organized in the way they record and save data. I'm not one of them. However, I've been digging through some of my old files and have come up with a few things that date back to around 9/11. I thought it might be of interest to some to see what a few of us were thinking at or around the time.

To set the stage, here is the email we (those of us on the cia-drugs yahoo group email list) received from Michael Ruppert on 9/11:

Subject: Start Taking Notes

Now is the time that all of us need to be the best investigators that we can possibly be. I suggest that, in the earliest moments, some of us take responsibility for monitoring CNN, ABC, CBS, NBC, Fox and MS-NBC to log reports as they come in. As with previous stories of lesser magnitude our strengths lay in keeping side by side evaluations and watching for discrepancies and alterations.

Effective response and evaluation will be based upon fact and careful analysis. These first minutes and hours are critical and we will never have them again. Please try to avoid speculation as you what will happen or who did what. We only waste the precious minutes that we have that will never be here again.

Whatever is going to happen is now beyond our control. It is already too late to change these immediate events. I have the same fears as all of you. I strongly suspect that martial law will be imposed fairly quickly.

Avoid speculation, please and become information vampires.

Prayers and peace to all.

Mike Ruppert www.copvcia.com

[painter]

AH -- Here's a poem. I'm not sure if I wrote this. I may have. Or not. Doesn't matter to me.

If I did, I was no doubt stoned out of my gourd. I do most of my best writing that way.

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wha (dk) wha (dk) wha

smoke and concrete



when you wake up

if only for a moment

and see everyone around you

sound asleep

what will you do?



will you pull the covers

over your head

and pretend you didn't

see what you saw?



is hell not hell if you don't see it?



looky looky looky



looky here looky there



confabulate your endless sentences

rearticulate your needless noises

come on, come on, COME ON!!



are we stupid or stupored?

you saw it

just like i saw it

those towers

they didn't just fall

they were imploded

from the base

felled



looky looky looky

looky here looky there

admit your saw what you saw



that the lies being told

are more terrifying

because they are lies

intentionally told



AHHHHHH MAMA! (can this really be the end?)

whatcha gonna do?

what are you gonna do now?



if they can do that

they can do anything

they are without scruples

without ethics or morals

sadistic soulless monsters



their art is to keep us terrified

and just so much so

not too much

just so



they watch us carefully

monitor our reactions

observe our every move

our every whisper

at night

from our keyboards

to one another...

did you see that?

did you feel that?

did you know that?



they're watching us now

everywhere we go

everything we do

making sure that we sleep

soundly

mesmerized

transfixed

making sure we get

the story

wrong



if we begin to listen

to ourselves

and begin to awaken

they are ready

to launch

another attack

more gruesome

more loathsome

more horrendous

more deadly



we will obey

we must obey

we must stay

asleep



we must pretend

we didn't see

what we saw

that we don't know

what we do



from now on

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from now on



if i am to speak

i must speak in words

obscure

i must not say

what can not be said



all my songs

all my poems

all my dreams



where is your armor now my friend?

where your weapons of war?

where is that valiance that once shown so?

where the stout heart?

and discerning mind?

where is that gift you bore?



i've known it a long time
never at home here

too much madness

and senseless fear

even knowing what i know

for a long time i still believed

the lies

because i didn't want to believe

the liars could lie so well



but now i got it

history is a lie

intentionally told



everything i was told is wrong



everything



i was not born in sin



i am the victim of deception



the TRICK is getting me to BELIEVE the LIE

and continue believing

even when i saw

what i saw



the ancient magicians were feared

for good reason

they knew how to cast spells

and they discovered

once a mind is entrained

it can be directed

and the deceiver told you:

God said THIS and God said THAT

about you

and God did THIS and God did THAT

to prove it to you

but you

you were too stupid

or sinful

to get it



that is what they told you, isn't it?



AHHHHHHHH MAMA! can this really be the end



whatcha gonna do, whatcha gonna DO!



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let me ask you this:

what day is it?

what time is it?

where are you?

who are you?



who told you that?



and you BELIEVE them?



even if you say you don't

if you believe today is what they tell you it is

if you believe now is when they say it is

if you believe you are where they say you are

if you believe you are who they say you are

you believe



try

if only for a moment

to be somewhere

the words don't reach

see for yourself

that now is an endless expanse

that you inhabit



there freedom is

and nowhere

else












































OHHH MAMA!



looky, looky, looky



at the face of satan



a white man with thin lips



and a forked tongue



he is a pedophile, too



'come here little kiddies,

let unky dubby, tell you a li'l stowy

bout the big bad boo hoo

and 'sabout how we gonna get his boo hoo boo hoo'n too'